( the mention of laurel not knowing that she was alive brings forth a fresh twinge of guilt that sara hasn't felt in years. right, she did that. survived. let everyone believe she was dead, because she thought that it was better than them knowing what she became instead. imagining laurel showing up here a little while after her and finding her sister alive and well is an unbearable thought.
sara swallows that down, though, because laurel's dishing the type of big sisterly real talk that she probably needs. for someone who's so horrible at expressing herself how she wants, she's so emotionally driven and irrational sometimes that it's nearly impossible to see the bigger picture. )
I know you're right. I'm just being kinda ridiculous. ( she looks up from the open but untouched container of ice cream in her hand finally. )
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sara swallows that down, though, because laurel's dishing the type of big sisterly real talk that she probably needs. for someone who's so horrible at expressing herself how she wants, she's so emotionally driven and irrational sometimes that it's nearly impossible to see the bigger picture. )
I know you're right. I'm just being kinda ridiculous. ( she looks up from the open but untouched container of ice cream in her hand finally. )
I think I told her that I love her.